A new beginning

I waited for you, in vain and total darkness. Only my smile was covering my inner layer of hurt and tears. But i was not going to give up without a fight and held you close in my heart. Keeping myself busy with my promises, i was determined to not lose you.

Days went by draining me and i got sick. U were worried abt me but we hurt each other's heart more instead. I was wondering of all the whys' i can think of every single day and never got an answer. Until 27/4/2011 happened. U showed me something that i will never forget.

Only god knows how happy and thankful i was at that moment. Tears of joy healed my pain and now i am more than determined to make you happy than you were before. I am going to work harder and make everyone jealous with our overflowing love <3

Lets rock this world and spread the love!

Yours truly,

Theodore

Xoxo

Pain

Torn into pieces i was.

But realising i shld still be there for you in times of need, i buck up and be stronger.

The fact that you can still be my friend is better then not having you in my life at all.

So here i am still in pain but staying strong, i'll always be your pillar of strength, a shoulder to cry on and a listening ear.

Time will heal to make us stronger so don't give up on life and stay strong.

Be the person you've always wanted to be and strive for it.

As for me, whatever i said to you, those promises i made, i will still keep them and make them happen.

Making myself to be a better person, learning new instruments and be the person who i have always wanted to be.

My sincerest apologies for ever hurting you with those words and actions for i feel very guilty which no words or actions can ever explain. Remember that i'll be there no matter how much it hurts the both of us. Physically or mentally. Im your hulk, ur superwoman and most importantly, forever your theodore. I love you.

Yours sincerely,

Theodore

Xoxo

Senses

When i first saw her, it wasn't love at first sight. It was just a friendly sight.

When i touched her, it didn't send shivers down my spine

When i first talked to her, she didn't sound like an angel

Now,

Even though she's not my love at first sight, she's the only one that i can see. In my dreams, in my mind and in my heart. Even staring at her for a day still makes me miss her.

She didn't send shivers down my spine but all i want to do is hug her warm and tight and hold her hands and never let go. Being with her just fills me with hope and resurrection.

She didn't sound like an angel but hearing her talk just makes my heart beat faster and stomach flutter like butterfly in e gardens. Morning, afternoon or night, it don't matter.

But it hurts most when she's not with me just because i feel like i have lost my senses of sight, touch and hear. What am i without these senses? For i am just hopelessly in love with her.

Love,

Theodore