The Ending of a New Beginning

From the moment we met, till the last...
you are always on my mind...
the last one who i think of at night and
the first one who i think of in the morning when i wake up.

We dealt with much difficulty when we first started out
And went through months of life changing experiences
From letting your emotions run high to down low

I thought we had it all..
Challenges we faced were conquered
And the love we had for each other was burning in desire

But i was covered with denial not seeing the real truth...
Not being able to see the real you.
The love you had for me was simply fading away
Even though mine was yearning for you

As i type and cry at this very moment still thinking about you,
I wonder how you are doing in life and if you are healthy..
So many things left to say in so little time...

My love, for you will always be mine
Time will heal but wounds will leave a scar on my heart
reminding me of the best times we've shared together
Your hugs, kisses and the deep talks we've had

Choosing you not to be my friend is final
for it hurts too much to see u in that way
i shall disappear and not a trace will be found

Where a last present will be presented,
that shall be my last gift before i part
you will always be remembered and etched in me

i love you

yours sincerely,
Theodore

xoxo