Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Normal or Abnormal

hey! this Is officially my first POST on my OWN blog! so...shld i or shld i nt introduce myself to e world? hmm...

Maybe i shld coz there might be ppl out there there that doesnt know me...so i shall start with the basics.

My name's Hanah... my full name, u do not need to know bt there's a Hanah somewhere in there. As of the year 2010, my age is this year is 22 years young! yes i am young! i'm a female(like duh shows in my name. have u heard of a guys name that has Hanah in it? well, if u have pls tell me.) i hvn't really weighed myself lately but as of 3 weeks ago, my weight was 100kg believe it anot... haiz... but! as of 1 wk ago, i have started my cleansing treatment(which includes me to basically eating right and exercising) and hopefully it will last for a very long time this time. I need ur SUPPORT ppl! pls support me thru my hardships in losing weight!!! I have been gg to e gym regularly - 3 time a week... 2hours a day and crunches everynight. hmm... hope there'll be results by the end of the year!

For those that see me on the streets...those who judge me by my appearance, they'll think of me as juz another fat girl who eats alot and makes fun at herself juz coz im fat. Well to tell u the truth, it hurts everytime i talk about myself.... won't u feel the same if you were me? imagine urself being fat gg to school n being treated badly by ur peers juz coz ure FAT! damn it hurts!
well, it hurts more if ure family is getting it too... For me, i'm e only 1 in the family who's fat n whenever i go out with them, ppl will ask me whether i'm part of the family or not juz coz im FAT! life is hard but nt as hard as to those who r suffering in 3rd world countries n natural disasters countries... its heart breaking that they have to thru hell everyday... why can't there juz be peace in this world? why must they take over each other's countries and rule it like they own it?

Anyways, other then being fat, i have been told that i look like a Chinese... i cant help it if both my gmothers are from China. I have no idea how they met my gfathers tho... I shall start with my father side of the story: my gmother from china and gfather from india who came to malacca. Now i dunno how they met but india and china are far away as i know... how they met, still stays as a mystery to me... as for my mother side of the story is easy... my gmother was from china bt her parents came to spore to seek more income here den it was war time in spore n they had to give my gmother to a muslim family in order to let their daughter survive... my gfather was from 1 of the riau islands - Bengkalis...i've been there like 2-3 times n dat was it... life was poor bt i juz don click with the ppl there... anyways he came to spore n became a taxi driver n gt married to my gmother! i heard from my mom dat my gmother was hot stuff back then wearing tight baju kebaya with killer heels everything! woohoo! cool shit man!Too bad i inherited my gmother's nose(flat chinese traditional nose) and nt my gfather's nose...

I shall write more about me in POSTS to come! if u wanna know more about me or have qns to ask me, pls feel free to ask! i gotta go get ready for gym! cya ltr!


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