Am i allowed to talk abt my self in this blog? hmm~
Of course! hello it is my blog! like DUH...
Oh i forgot...i'm supposed to say more abt myself! hahaha here goes:
As much as i wld love to tell u abt my detailed life, i don think its e right time to juz yet. So for this post will be abt...hmm... my hobbies? wat i watch? wat i listen to? wat i do? Lets juz go wit the flow shall we? hahaha
For the past 21 years of my life spent here on earth, i've had no problems with eating food... well, except for eggs(was allergic to them once upon a time bt all i had to do was to cut down on e intake n i'm gd to go!)... Hmm bt fate has taken its turn n most of the things that i have eaten b4, i'm nt able to eat it in e yr 2010...How sad :( Believe it anot, i even have my CANs and CANNOTs list! I'm telling u, i have more CANNOTS than CANs...Haiz at least it had gotten better... Here is juz a small list of mu CANs and CANNOTs list(updated Ver):
CAN:
- Chicken
- Mushroom
- Beef
CANNOT:
- All seafood including fish(except for fishball)
- Look at the 1st point... Want the details?
Oh and i had a reaction to dried squid too! my mom decided to soak them for 1 night and it had gotten really stinky that i cld smell it from my room! The smell at e living rm was worse! Too bad the PC is outside at the living rm n nt knowing dat i'll have a reaction from juz smelling it, i stayed outside for juz enough time to have an allergic reaction to occur... I'd started to feel the itch at my neck thinking dat its juz normal itch n so i decided to go n slp(yea right)... As i was on my bed reading...My worst nightmare have started! I went totally red from neck to hips! totally infected! Damn, i was freaking out and panicking at e same time... i was thinking of wat id eaten b4 bt had nt been eating anyth much tho... e only thing dat had attacked me was e horrible smell of the dried squid! OMG! i quickly ran outta room n ate my meds... din really work right there n then... i had to wait den the itch had subsided... phew! Went to dream land right after that...~
Life's already hard for me n it's juz getting harder... Well i say - Bring it on! Allergies Mallergies... i even have to take precautions wen i'm outside coz even if the soup has anchovies in it, i can't buy it coz it'll only give me rashes... dang~ lol
It has ocurred to me that everywhere i go, my sexuality is been asked... i wonder why~ Wen i was small, i've always been a tomboy... aunts and uncles have been asking me y do i nt behave, act or dress as a girl? Well, i basically grew up wit boys even tho i have a sister, she was bz bcoming a bookworm that point of tme so i nvr really knew her that well...sometimes i'd forget dat i had a sister until i was older(sorry sis if ure reading this bt its e truth). my cousins wld come by our house on wkends and we'd end up playing under the block. Soccer, catching, playground, etc...all are basically boys stuff n i've nvr wanted e barbie doll that every girl wldve wanted coz i din c any pt in combing a dolls hair n putting clothes on it and wtv girls do wit dolls...i think i cut a hair of someone's doll once hahaha the hair was all over the plc anyway!
primary sch was a breeze for me... i din get into too much trouble, i gt in to e sch's track n field team(yes, i was a sprinter...), gt to play soccer n minded my own bzness most of the time... Sec sch life for me was a bit hard tho wit all e stupid boys teasing me(coz i was fat DUH) was lucky i went thru that w/out killing myself hahaha!
I really DID wanted to try on girls clothes and mind u i did... i wore dresses on certain occasions juz to be on e normal side... u know how relatives are if ure nt properly dressed if ure nt girly enough, ure nt pretty... wtv... all i wanted to juz wear tshirts or shirts n pants... i find it more comfy for me... even if it's on Hari Raya... i wld wear my tshirt n shorts inside of the baju kurung and wld take them off after photo sessions are over. Sometime i'd take em off wen i reach my gmas plc(thets where every1 goes to 1st)...haha i juz love the feeling of cotton on my body then any other materials... ew!
The qn is, so what if i wear clothes that boys do? Is that a crime? Do i have to be a butch or a lesbian in order for me to wear those clothings that i love? Well i think that SOME ppl can be so conservative sometimes doncha think?! The fact that i grew up wit boys doesnt necessarily make me 1 doesnt it? Oh and i forgt to add, Juz WHERE in SINGAPORE do u get big sized clothes and nt to mention CHEAP in singapore? Most ppl wld think that i'll fit into women's XL well, think again... if life was thay easy honey, id be the most beautiful fat girl in Singapore. Fuck it! the whole WORLD! I figured i don like them anyways so y bother look for it... Unless i'm a free woman i still have to look for girl clothings... Parents, u juz cant get away from them! If u love them u'll juz have to obey them...bt sometimes i get my own way hehe!
I cant even imagine myself being a girly girl *tries to imagine...Shakes head* -NO WAY! Looks like i'm nt gonna tell u wat sex i belong to coz i don like to be categorized anyway... straight, lesbian, gay...i'd say i'm me and accept the way that i am or juz don come near me... *growls*
Its been a fun time writing this down... Thx Blog-ary for patiently waiting for me to finish this post which took me a lifetime to finish and also thx to my oh so wonderful creatures and human beings that are reading my troubles in life. Good Morning(Time to sleep -zzzzzz-)
CYA!
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